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Paint Party

Oh, let’s have a little paint party.

Leave the door wide open, bring it all in, the fun you see.

What kind of paintbrush did you bring? What kind of music did you bring for us to sing.

Let’s have a paint party.

I brought all the colors of the rainbow. And you brought all the music that makes you feel all the feelings of love you show.

Let’s have a crazy paint party. Let’s have a crazy paint party.

 Well invite everyone like Sam, and Lamb, and Marty, and sally, and Ralf, and art!

We’re having a little art paint party.

 The fox says to the owl can I borrow your towel, I have paint all over my fur?

The kitten says to the mouse can I borrow your little mouse house, to put my sardines in. Because I’m painting with fish my friend.

Let’s have a paint, let’s have a paint, lets have an art. Let’s have a brand-new start, party!

I’ve got red, and orange, and yellow, and blue, and green, and purple.

We can finger paint, and we can paint with our toes, paint with our nose, and we can paint with our foreheads.

Let’s have a paint party. Crazy paint, oh crazy paint, oh crazy paint, oh crazy paint, crazy paint, oh crazy paint, party!!

Red and yellow, and purple and blue, and you come through the door, and you and you and you!

 And you and you and you Sim, Sally and sausages, and cabbages, and little broccolis with feet!

 Little mice, and little rats, and little dogs, and little cats, and little birds and little bees, and little storms of ants you see.

We’re having a paint party. What do we paint, what do we paint. We’re recreating the earth.

 Oh, what do we paint. We are recreating the earth.

Phone Messages from the Poetry Bridge

I had a thread of messages to myself on my phone, some were personal reminders. Other messages were quotes I saw or something I quickly read and took note of. I can’t say that all of this is a collection of my own personal ideas. Instead, I view it as a collaboration of words between myself and inspiration. I collected this inspiration as if you would collect art.

Don’t waste time to fight with ego’s and small minds dear butter bee fly!

You will stop worrying about what other people think of you when you realize they seldom do-David Foster Wallace

All trust is gone due to insufficient loyalty bubba Lu.

Not everyone in your life that has hurt you cares how they have hurt you. How do you let that go? Forgive. Love is who you are.

Being ignored causes the same chemical reaction in the brain as getting physically hit. How do you heal? Love is who you are.

Confident personalities make weaker people tremble.

When you are looking for a hand to hold but you get an ass to kiss instead.

To live is to know what it means to surrender. We are born to live and die. Some love is love to hate. Rise above rejection and hate. To understand how to suffer is to live and to know love. Let the light in.

You are free. You are healthy. You are wealthy. You are wise. You are enough. Forgive the dragon.

The healer looks at death as a reversal of life.

One mark of maturity is when somebody hurts you. You try to understand their situation instead of hurting them back.

Fake friends are like shadows always near at your brightest moments but nowhere to be seen at your darkest hour. If you must tell someone the same exact thing about how you feel repeatedly, and nothing changes, then understand that they do not respect you.

One thing I have come to realize is some people would let you walk away from their lives. They never had to make an effort for you to stay. It hurts. You have put so much time and effort into this person. You did this just for them to show you that you were truly nothing to them.

At the end of your life, it will not matter how much money you made. It will not matter what title you have. What truly matters is if you took care of your people every day.

Don’t chase anyone. Don’t beg anyone to stay. Know your worth. Save space for people who matter. Except what cant be changed. Leave what is not for you. Love yourself!

No one is real in this world except for your parents. People don’t like good thoughts they like good looks. People respect the money not the person. The person you love the most will hurt you the most.

There is someone who’s much worse than you at doing the very thing you want to do and they are getting paid a lot of money for it because they believe in their self more.

You become a very dangerous person when you are someone no one can control. Become a independent master. Be emotionally detached and become comfortable with being alone. Those are the three things that people and society will use to try and control you.

Staying silent is better than explaining because people in this generation do not care what you are going through anymore.

If they stand behind you, you protect them. If they stand besides you respect them. If they stand against you show them no mercy.

You attract into your life not what you want but what you are. I am healthy, I am happy, I am abundant.

Being fearless is how you overcome negativity and break down walls. If you knew who walked besides you on this path that you have chosen you would never feel fear again.- Wayne Dyer

I am trying to live deep. I am trying to be classy. I am weird. I am trying to be sexy, I am too innocent. I am trying to get it right. I want to make all the money. I want to show that I have a spirit worthy of the cracks in my heart that have been filled in with gold.

Let people do what they want so you can see what they would rather do. That will tell you everything.

I know everything is going to get better, I just don’t know how. That is okay.

I am not scared to let people know my weaknesses. Because behind that weakness is a strength ready to be born. Vulnerability is attractive. Expressing your weaknesses exposes your enemies and strengthens your ability to see who has your back.

I cant deny the rough confusing side of myself or it will not get healed.

A successful partner is looking for someone to share their ideas with.

Follow the breath and the mind begins to cease.

I love all of you. I am you. We are one. You have to feel to heal.

The liars punishment is that even when he speaks the truth no one believes him.

Sometimes you think you are in a dark place you have actually been planted.

The betrayal will show you who you can trust. The heartbreak is temporary. The scars are a reminder of how deep you loved. The deepest of wounds will fill in with strength. The bitterness that once filled your heart will be balanced with the sweetness of life. The sword in your back will become the greatest weapon of protection for your soul. The isolation will force you to heal what you resist.

The silence will clear your mind. It will allow you to hear the truth of who you are. You will hear the truth without the projections of others upon your back. You will rise up against all odds and declare yourself worthy of love. You will never let another person destroy your integrity in exchange for money.

On a lunar eclipse with your eyes closed you will see the light in the darkest of rooms. You will grow like a mighty sequoia despite being in the barren mountainous dessert. You will not listen to the silent voices of doubt that are there to destroy your dreams. You will embrace wisdom and love the light within yourself even if the road to love has been blocked. You can be up against many obstacles and challenges and constantly facing many enemies. You will are innocent like a child that is cared for and raised by a mighty compassionate army. You will be protected and safe from this day forever and ever. Thank you for being my enemy because you have helped me elevate.

People will love you to the extent that they can love themselves. When you understand that you will expect nothing from no one. You will take nothing personal. I choose to feel good.

Takers sometimes eat better but givers sleep better.

I choose love patience peace and all intelligent possibilities. I love and breathe. I am excepting of all possibilities with peace, caution, and understanding. I reject nevermore. I am, and will be alive and dead at the same time. I feel joy in both because I am neither, and all at the same time.

I am woman, man, sun, moon, earth, sky, watcher, observer, water, blood, soul, spirit. I am none of the layers that exist in time and segments of unrecorded judgment. Breathe, baby breathe, transform. Evolve, let go and harmonize.

Its only now and all the hearts love you have in your memories, you are safe. You are loved without the knowledge of love. You are and exist as to why you are love. Dance like its your first moving body. Sway run, hop, bop, lay bounce vibrate like in nature you see.

Please take away my anger and replace it with love. Release the judgement of other people from off of my consciousness. Anger is emotional punishment you give yourself for someone else’s behavior. I kept suffering because I refuse to let go. I wake up and then fall asleep with the push and pull. Time stands still and speeds up again. Every stage of my age I devote myself to be my own friend. Not dying or living but being and giving.

Sometimes you create with your words if your body fails to act. Sometimes your body acts if your words fail to bubble up. In the middle is the voice of your heart! Somewhere in the middle is that small still voice that only speaks truth through word and action. It shows us who we are in our truest form, without judgement. Offering peace, unity and creativity along with the joy that sets you free.

Here and there your actions and words become a pair as they hold each others hand in hand. Your words become your kingdom and your body is your land. You become a grand paintbrush as your canvas expands your vision. There is no hate nor peace just in that moment. It transcends. In that moment, you find release. You start to see yourself in word and deed. You are the bird that flies within me. You are the moon that I see when I think of being free.

I have no other agenda but to inspire, heal, and make peace. It is a strange world where kindness has to be taught.

You have to start over every day. You cant let the burdens of the past way you down. Going down hill can be harder than going up hill. Going up hill you can tumble backwards. Going downhill you can tumble forward. With each step on the ground as your breath is your dominant sound.

As you get older you realize you have nothing to prove to anyone anymore. The external challenge of proving your worth resides within you. Once you have achieved and there is no more want, desire starts to fade away, transform, and seek you out instead.

You break, you cry, and your ego dies.

You are reborn again and again.

Red Rover Red Rover Send

You’re thinking about now, and wondering how, it’s all going to happen.

Because you have only seen the unseen, until now.

Because you have been asking why and how.

Let me tell you my friend there is no beginning or no end.

You’re wanting to live and wanting to fly.

Questions after questions, and answers after answers.

I’m reaching out my arms to you.

Over and over again.

In the innocence of youth, we are playing that game of red rover.

Say I see a little friend that I would like on my side.

So the teacher says red rover red rover who do you want to send right over?

Adam looks at Eve and says red rover red rover send Adam right over.

At the same moment Eve looks at Adam and says red rover red rover send Adam right over.

It’s the same but only a little different.

You have the heavens and the soul of the sky.

I ask myself why?

Red rover red rover send Eve right over.

Red rover red rover send Adam right over.

There is a fight somewhere in history.

Two families that could not see, eye to eye.

This one says this is the right way to play this song.

The other one says I’m just trying to play along.

Romeo looks at Juliet and says red rover red rover send Juliet right over.

Juliet looks at Romeo and says red rover red rover send Romeo right over.

There is a bigger picture if you only knew.

Open your eyes and watch the surprise of it all.

Red rover red rover repeating itself over and over again.

That old wheel, that old wheel, is going to roll around once more.

When it does it’s going to even up the score.

Burning ring of fire. Burning ring of fire.

The flames are getting higher. The flames are getting higher and higher.

Red rover red rover. That old wheel.

Red rover red rover send.

Red rover, red rover send!

Because it’s never the end.

Free As A Bird….With My Whole Body

“Fly Free”
Acrylic on canvas 14X7

I once was a girl and a boy.

I have memories of playing in heaven with a magical toy.

Just like the birds in the heavens I was given wings.

With a large wind that propelled me forward I could explore everything.

There were endless ideas and creativity.

And with my whole body I could see.

Oooo that I was free.

I was neither an animal or a monster.

I did not have a job that I could do.

Just smile, have fun, be silly and love everyone.

Because I am free, as a bird. With my whole body.

Before there was a before.

Before there was desire and everybody wanting more.

Before there was a mother, father, or a heaven, time, or earth.

I was free with my whole body.

I’ll see ya in a while because there is lots I have to see.

When you are ready to join me together we can fly free… as birds!

#poetry #creative-writing #song

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Prayers of Light

Painting by Lindsy Hall

“Blue Pearl Dreams”

Author and Artist

Lindsy Lu Hall

© Copyright 2020 Lindsy Lu Hall.

  All Rights Reserved.

The smallest stream of light contains the complete pattern of the whole.

Art unfolds with nature and nurture.

We live our lives in tune with nature when we are happy.

Use the nature of your voice.

Nurture your soul with words that heal.

Remember words such as sunlight, shadow, rebirth, love, devotion, grace, and joy.

The earth serves you and teaches you how to nourish your body and soul.

Allow loving kindness to be your nature.

You are nature sunshine kissed by bliss.

Mother Nature will show you who you truly are.

Through change and transformation; nature remembers the bears in hibernation, and the ants in preparation.

The night time is a blanket for nature to shift about unwatched.

It is safe to believe in loves active force.

 Offer love and service to others.

Love many things deeply.

 Divine cosmos IS love.

Love beyond.

 Love like a bug on a light, on a summer night.

Make loving you be a ritual.

Speak love to yourself.

 When we look within, we can see a sea of self-love.

 Meditate and enjoy love.

Love romantically and make love passionately.

 Dance in love.

Emotions that give you more energy are those that come from love.

Be love concentrate on love and the presence of love is what you will become.

  Watch people you love living at their greatest potential.

Each person you cross paths with has a lesson to teach you about love.

Learn how to love the person you forgot you were.

 Learn to harness and love the energy contained in contrasts and differences.

Harmony and forgiveness swing on a swing set of love.

Love and forgiveness open you up to the divine active force.

 Send out a vibration of love to all who are receptive to your frequency.

Self-love comes first in our hearts.

 Hello my love, welcome to your new heart.

Divine radiance has now entered your heart.

You are a design of love in the heart.

Feel into the heart and see the intention.

I connect myself to intentional people, passionate people, people that uplift my heart.

The eyes of your heart light, transforming day and night.

 Listen to the answers with the receptivity of your heart.

 Make a home in your heart.

  Trust the language of your heart.

Positive thoughts heal and create your spirit to be light and full of life.

Remember vibrating as light.

Here I am vibrating as light.

Returning to the light and remember your existence in the cosmos.

 Love, abundance, prosperity, light is what you are.

Command the light to move into your spine down the body into the earth.

Light has appeared at the crown of your head.

 Be a beam of loving light.

 Breathe clean, fresh, light, air.

Breathe life, light, and twilight.

 Breathe light, third eye vision and flight.

 Wrong or right, there is only truth and light.

You are spreading light by giving and receiving.

Spread longevity and everlasting light.

Your light spreads across the universe.

The way out is always revealed by the light.

 We are flickering in and out of existence at the speed of light.

Let your holiness create light and your vastness creates beauty.

 We must believe in our ability to create light.

 The final outcome of every matter is brought to the light.

Surrender to light, and see the big picture.

You are harmony, darkness, light, and justice in motion.

Embrace the removal of the veil.

Adventure through wonder and it will lead to wisdom.

Wisdom enjoys to be found.

 There is space between wisdom and knowledge.

You can have knowledge.

Wisdom is what you are.

Do and be, exercising wisdom.

Knowledge is fruit.

Intellect must admit that there is a higher source of wisdom than itself.

Intellect must submit to wisdom for approval or disapproval on the ideas it conceives.

Each breath is life and energy.

 Breathe in joy, breath out unhappiness.

 Breathe, feel, and move with inspiration.

 Ocean waves move in and out with your breath. 

 Become one with all that is around you, one breathe at a time.

Quiet the mind and let the consciousness of the breath begin to flow.

  Overcome thought invasion by moving the focus on the breath.

Explore dimensions through breath.

Your breath is a pump to your spirit.

Your breath must fuel the flame of consciousness.

   Breathe and pump the flame of eternal spirit.

Listen to humanity.

 Feed and clothe each other.

 Find a common thread of truth and purity.

 Everyone is a student and teacher, one in the same.

 Unity allows your soul to shine.

 Your voice can deliver a sound wave to humanity, empowering them to greatness with love.

 Your consciousness the code of the future.

 Our differences unite us.

Miracles are occurring every minute.

No matter what state of mind you are at, divine energy will work with where you are to create miracles.

Magic and miracles are like the sun and the moon, reflecting each other.

Logic is death to that part of you that is the miracle maker.

 Miracles are what happen when you let go.

Growing a seed is a miracle.

Your life is the miracle.

Draw your object of vision.

Create with intention.

Write out your words of expression with focused intention.

 Grace is moving you from within.

Encourage happiness and endurance.

  Contrast is the shadow of vision.

 You can overcome weakness by not giving any attention to it.

 Deliberately intend to experience joy.

 Compassion dances when you speak.

It is self-compassionate to perceive that the value of your life is priceless.

To be valued is to be protected.

To prosper is to inhale and exhale.

Arrive at knowing, with purpose.

Words build and unite.

Let the still inner voice guide you.

The strike of lightning hears the thunder.

Faithful like an ocean wave.

 Eternally flow in a world of knowing, perfection unrolling.

 You have a unique evolution of growing.

 Be gravity and fertile soil.

Live from inspiration.

Explore new thought.

Create a dance of consistency.

Dimensionally transform universe to universe.

Listen to sounds that ripple through time and space.

Every moment is a meditation.

Learn the language of your inner guide.

 Let the organization of the universe guide your thoughts.

Vision, freedom, alignment, and you have flight.

Strength and beauty give you wings.

Peaceful god is what we are.

Use your gifts for life.

Make plans and create without limits.

 Let the process unfold harmoniously.

 Your ability to focus is a creative ability that can mold universes into being.

Sculpt with thought.

 Sculpting reality out with your thoughts is like molding a dream while you are awake.

 Deliberate expansion is unfolding consciously.

 Why do people create?

Creation delivers us to our purpose.

Creation calls to us to free it.

 Co-create this universe into existence.

 We are living out on a wave of creative free will.

Angels are with us.

 You are in divine harmony.

There are many paths to learning.

Speak truth diversely.

Let go of the idea of becoming finished.

Be interested in what is here and now.

Admire beauty.

 Your body is a spiritual temple.

 You are the source of being.

Feel the bliss of paradise.

You are trusted.

 Your life is important to other people that are alive.

 Emotionally change the planet.

Life is watching you and has faith in your decisions.

You are always on a path there may never be a final destination.

We are living in a vibrational emotional universe.

Everything is occurring in this moment.

 Your timing is compared to a symphony that never misses a note.

Freedom, growth, and joy will be the effects of coming into harmony with the vast universe.

Your emotions are guiding you.

Awaken, meditate, and fall into the arms of your devotion.

Create a life that supports you.

Have faith in meeting people who support you.

Join together elegantly; create magic, and a secret mystery.

You have entered the waves of continuous flow.

Nothing contains a meaning until there is a belief instilled in it.

A belief becomes energy and that energy gives the belief power.

Stand tall for your understanding of truth.

Release the past and grasp the true experience of consciousness.

Write to work out the layers of consciousness.

You are aligned in perfect harmony with the creative vision of your dreams.

Integrity and wisdom have rolled out a carpet before your path.

The cosmic rules of life are guiding you.

Not death but eternal energy exchange.

We are living in a temporary place of exchange here and now.

  Remember that you are infinite.

It is all happening now.

Sacredness is something you are.

You are soft radiance.

 Your words are vibration.

 Speak to inspire.

 When you inspire a person, they persuade themselves to be guided by their inner truth.

Give your strengths fuel to grow.

We may appear to be mass but you are really looking at an illusion.

Our body is made up of energy.

 Heaven and earth mixed and became a hybrid.

You are pure abundant consciousness honor your life.

 You are a free flowing of consciousness.

Protect the nature of your spirit.

Keep your path free of supernatural clutter.

 Keep your spirit abundant.

  Life and death exist simultaneously at the same time.

The heavens are endless.

You are universal.

Time becomes void when you’re limitless.

 Expand your consciousness.

Develop timelessness within.

The mind can become distracted by programed projections.

Take time to de-bug the mind through meditation.

 Make your abode in the heavens channeling knowledge through silence.

The creation comes out of the creator, being creative.

Follow the laws of your imagination.

What others see may not be truth in your perception.

You create a structure of beliefs based upon your experiences.

Serve the good with a clear understanding of the self.

We are being led by divine guidance to set harmonious laws in motion.

The expressions of the universe are waiting to be opened up to us.

  Line your purpose with your mind, body, spirit, and soul.

   See your purpose aligned with the will of the universe.

  Watch your purpose fold out harmoniously every day.

 Your strengths support your purpose.

  Something new is about to bloom and you will feel peace arrive.

Peace comes and takes you to bliss.

Bliss kisses you all over until your soul emerges into another life.

Observe transformational beauty without the desire to have it.

Overextending the flesh creates exhaustion.

Too much thinking creates exhaustion

Say what you want and need, set it out into creation to come back and support you.

Truth is always manifesting in the now

I am learning how to move at my own pace, my mind and body are in perfect timing.

I can accept death as a place of peace.

You NOW resonate.

Learn to show others the way.

Simplicity follows humility.

 Shine down blue gold healing energy, sending it to every soul.

Emotions are energy in motion.

Feeling is energy.

Connect feeling with conscious though.

Focus and begin to create.

Magic is what happens when you focus.

Be still as you watch the world doing, being, and reacting.

Focus the universe into motion.

 Be swift like the sea waves.

See yourself as vast in a cosmic conscious awakened field.

You know you are eternal.

You can see the matrix in all living things.

 The divine is abundant and friendly.

Take the energy from the past and the future, put it into this microsecond and neutralize it.

Nothing happens to you it is all happening for you.

To achieve your dream not only believe you are worth it but also believe you have it.

Imagine you have your dream.

Feel thankful and grateful

 Feel patience and gratitude.

You activate the law of distraction if you do not feel worthy.

False belief will create a feeling of exhaustion.

 A false belief is that this chemical will cure me.

Pain is a part of humans wake up call.

We can become addicted to the chemicals that negative thinking produces.

 Life is supporting you.

Law of attraction works either positive or negative.

Feel good because you have a great reality.

Focus on the knowing not the doubt.

 Focus on what you know, not on what someone else tells you

The only factor that keeps you away from what you want is your vibration.

If you are attached to the outcome, you will have a negative influence on the outcome.

 Have a knowing about what you want to attract.

Let go and trust.

 Trust in the goodness of who you are becoming.

Have the courage to speak honestly.

Feel warm and calming thoughts.

Transcend technique and believe.

Motivation is filling life with inspiration.

Our lives are a series of choices and consequences.

There is more of what we don’t know than of what we do know.

Appreciate what you don’t know.

Incorporate height, width, depth, and time into your intention.

 Make known the unknown now.

Sleep and surrender, let thoughts go. Do not be a victim of thoughts and unconscious emotions.

Emotions that drain you come from fear.

 In your emotional awareness source exists.

Your emotions have been noticed.

We are an extension of source, and your inner true self is unconditional.

You want, have faith, and wait to receive.

Line up with who you are and what you want.

Words are less as important as the way you feel.

Be confident in what you ask for.

In your weakness you have found strength.

Only good is ahead of you.

Everything in life is saturated with joy.

Happy thoughts of appreciation unfold.

The universe does not know the difference between someone who has abundance verses someone who feels like they have abundance.

Transformation is constantly in process.

 Birth light death rebirth.

 Open to success or failure.

 Withdrawal from the senses.

 Develop the witness.

 A little self- ego, a large self- seer.

Awareness is the key.

The doorway unfolds and the whole world becomes devoted to you.

  Accomplish life’s highest good.

 Trust life with all your heart.

 It’s okay to lose sense of time.

 Emotions push you to change.

Be resolute to attain peace.

Love constantly.

Be in the light.

Assimilate the light.

 Liberation from judgment feel peace now.

Look and see the self in all beings.

 Find the nature of the mind.

 Wisdom is realization.

Our multidimensional human nature is joy.

 Focus your energies like a laser beam.

Chasing shadows on the wall will not help you find the light.

 Consciousness is the best bank account you can have.

 Loving yourself pays enormous dividends.

We are the totality of possibilities.

 We have access to infinite source.

Master the self.

 The mind is unattached.

 Go beyond desire.

  If you need to be upset, be that, and do not judge it good or bad.

 If you need to be anything, be it, feel it, and let it pass.

 Genuine knowledge means knowing the field and the knower.

Trust and follow the energy within.

 Be full of grace and truth.

 Have a deep foundation.

Use the breath as your teacher.

  Do not compare to create dissatisfaction.

Unite in service and love.

We are joining hearts in praise to celebrate divine love.

Sing your voice in praise.

Divine love fuels the flames aglow, breathe and flow.

My Amazing Mother

Painting By My Mother Jamie Getzschman

It’s been 8 months since my mom has passed and I am still wiping the tears out of my ears some nights.

About nine months before she passed, finding out she had cancer, my instinctual reaction was to stop speaking; as time went by, I was able to whisper and then speak again. As my mom was going through the stages of cancer; she also stopped speaking, then whispered, and eventually started to speak again as well.

My mom and I have always had a close connection, at the same time it was confusing because it was not always a healthy connection. Now that she has passed, I am having memories of all the love she was trying to teach me. I can see that the pain of the things she went through in her life over time started to dampen her goofy joyful spirit. She struggled with depression and never quite healed from losing her first born son, and husband and father of her five children.

 Growing up she would sleep a lot and with many books surrounding her. She would read several books at once. She loved history and was fascinated by the Kennedys and the mystery behind the Russian Grand Duchess, Anastasia. She made and decorated beautiful cakes and candies. Every time I would visit her, she was excited about a new healing technique she was learning and had to show it to me. I got my love of healing, herbs, and appreciation for spirituality from her.  She also loved to draw, paint, and sew.

I would sometimes get mad because she laughed at EVERYTHING! She would tell me not be so serious, and as I am getting older I can understand why she said that. Most of all I can still hear her encourage me when was feeling alone and wanting to give up. She would say you can do it lins, remember the power of NOW, not the future or the past. She even painted me a painting with the word now on it. She would remind me of the fairytale story of the elves and the shoemaker, when I couldn’t see how something was possible.

In hospice she told me about a half of a white cat visiting her and wanting to eat her boogers. lol She asked me if I found my marbles. I sent her a picture of my marbles and said; yes, mom I have all of my marbles. In hospice they eventually started serving her ground up food, she said it was gross and that they started feeding her fairy food. The hospice nurse said she didn’t understand what she was saying or was going on because of the meds she was on. For some reason I understood what she was trying to tell me about the half of a white cat, the fairy food, and asking me if I still have all of my marbles. She recently appeared to me in a dream showing me a whole white cat.

My mom was a funny, loving, brilliant person, ahead of her time and often misunderstood. I am so grateful for a mother like her. I miss her so much and hope she sees that I did my best to be a good daughter to her despite having my own struggles in life.

 I recently saw a dark shadow in my room and I said, go away! I heard, it’s me lins, I said, mom? Why are you so dark? She said I can’t find the light. I said, you can enter into the light now mom, I will show you the way.

High Beam Lights

I’ve got my high beam lights on and I’m spraying that gold glitter in my hair.

I met that wicked witch of endor and those stories I’ll never share.

I’m not telling you any lies, and I’m not telling you any truth that is not my job here.

For the only job that I have is to, spread beauty everywhere.

Take my arms and swirl in a circle with me.

Sending out vibrations of light and beauty.

When I Love You

I hope the heavens open up and swallow me.

 The rain drops drip me free.

 The center of my dreams expands.

There you are holding my hand.

 Freedom comes my way when I love you.

 You’re gripping my blood creating me to flower.

 The depth of your being on me you shower.

 Cleanse the air with the love we share.

 Expand balloon burst everywhere.

Freedom comes my way when I love you.

Beauty you can only grasp with a sound.

 Unclaimed beauty I have found.

 Drizzle then pour you always leave me wanting more.

 Freedom comes my way when I love you.

 I’ve searched high and low and I’ve searched through and through.

Then I found you!

Right Now

I haven’t forgotten the lives I’ve lived.

 And in this body the breaths I’ve given.

It seems so long ago.

 Same place but a different show.

I’m dancing to an ever-changing beat.

If you want to watch than grab a seat, won’t you join me though?

 Many in a movie make a better show.

  It all goes so fast.

Don’t fret about the future or the past.

 All that matters is right now, right now, right now.